So Am I: life living and letting go

“We all go through these awful seasons, and in the middle of them we’re thinking in days and weeks, but later we realize our best seasons of growth take years. Years is a long time to fight, and you’ll eventually run out of steam, but if you can learn to rest in the middle of the pain, to stop fighting, to accept your current situation and live now, not later when things get better--that’s when the most dark moments can become beautiful.”

So Am I is a 4-song EP and a book, both written during the 14-month life of our daughter, Olivia. The central theme to both is rest--rest in the midst of uncertainty, rest in the dark room. I wrote and recorded all of this in the same house as Olivia--you can hear her voice a couple of times if you listen carefully to the record...


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”Olivia” - track 2

“Rest In You” - track 4